It's just a test

She goes by the name of Edzdiani Sharmeen binti Mohar.I've known her since both of us 13 years old.The 1st time I saw her,my heart says this :'cun jugak budak baru ni...'.I liked her since I was 13.Hingus tak kering lagi kot time tu :P.But the thing is,both of us always fight and quarrel during school days.It even get worst.Sampai pecah2 jam.Bodoh gila aku time tu.But that's the memories I've had with her during school days.

Despite all the quarreling during school time and some problem which I stupidly created during CNY break(again,aku mmg bodoh tahap keldai time ni),we end up together  on May 27th this year,a day before I went back to Penang to start my 3rd semester.After 7 years of my admiration towards her,she's finally my girlfriend(WOOHOO!).We had few dates together.Our 1st date is on june 17th,her birthday.Our second date is at midvalley during my mid sem break with Darren and Ilya(Double date cheq oi!).She is one special girl.Whenever I looked at her,I feel happy.She's able to make me smile for no reasons.That is why I love her so much.This upcoming August 27th is our 3rd month anniversary together.

What makes me feel a bit sad is that she's not here for our 3rd month.Dah 2 bulan punya anniversary pun aku takleh nak jumpa dia.That is our 1st test.Tapi takpa la.Aku bersyukur dia fly.She gets to pursue her dream.I'm so happy for you syg!Oh lupa.She departed on 3-something p.m.,August 24th.And I was there to send her along side with her family and friends.A bit sad though to see her cried masa dia bid farewell to her family.Dia peluk family dia sambil nangis.Sebak jugak aku tgk.Whatever it is,that's life.We just have to support her.Of course I feel sad watching her passing by the C7 gate.But that's her future.And it's just another test for us.Our body might be separated 15000km apart,but my heart and my mind will always be with you.I hope yours will be the same too.Just like you said in one of your entries :'We just have to make it work,right?'

Dian,if you read this,I just wanna say good luck to you!Be the best there.Make us proud(as usual).Ify doakan everything goes in your way syg.Ify tunggu Dian kat Malaysia.And I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! :-*

P/S :Thanks for the wallet and perfume. :-D

On one of our date.She's one helluva pretty girl.She's my girlfriend.What do you expect? :P

And Edzdiani Sharmeen binti Mohar,Thank you for loving me.I love you so much.Do your best!Jgn tinggal Solat. :-)

Hand-picked

Salam.Remember my last entry?It's about KARISMA.Oh hell yeah I'm about to write about it again tonight.After few series of training with the guys and uztaz,it's time to pick the fighters who'll represent UiTM Penang at KARISMA this year at UiTM Segamat.And I'm one of the lucky ones to be picked by uztaz to represent my campus as one of the fighters who'll be competing at the tournament.

But some of us are not lucky enough as me.Why am I saying that?They are fortunate to get the chance to be part of the team.The 'unfortunate' part is that some of them needs to gain and lose weight in order we can send the team as '2 fighters per-category'.It's just the format of the tournament.Well lucky for me,I was picked automatically by uztaz because of my weight.I weigh in,and guess what?I'm in the heavyweight category.I'm the 1st person to represent my campus in that category and I'm the ONLY ONE from our campus this year.Tak payah susah2 nak turun or naik berat dah.I consider my self as 'one lucky fat dude'.After all the years I've been dieting,jogging,and working out,I'm still 'heavy'.Takpa la.Terima je la hakikat yg diri sendiri mmg berat.I just need to train extra hard to prepare myself and workout a lot harder than I ever was.This might be the only chance for me to go and meet people from other campus and get the chance to lepak2 with my sister at the same tournament(she's a fighter too.Representing UiTM Perak btw).So that's it I guess.Till next time.Salam..

KARISMA?

Let me explain what does 'KARISMA' stands for.It means 'Karnival Sukan Mahasiswa UiTM'.Well I might get the chance to be part of 'KARISMA' athlete representing UiTM Penang this year at Johor.The sport that I take part is the sport which aku tak pernah 'sentuh' since form 1.TAEKWONDO.It requires agility,speed,and power and of course,I am lacking of these 3(especially agility and speed).Ye la dah bertahun tak 'lembikkan' badan,nak expect jadi mcm Scott Adkins and Jean-Claude Van Damme.Apa kejadahnya?Of course I need to train and get fit.

So today(August 14h,14th day of Ramadhan),I'm summoned by Uztaz(my coach) to train at campus at 5.I'm not expecting a light training because it's 'KARISMA' we're talking about.Uztaz dah lama mengidam gold medal dari anak2 buah dia.Confirm sekor2 kena dera sampai tak larat nak makan untuk berbuka.The last time I've trained with Uztaz and others was last month.So I'm expecting a 'good,long,able to bleed my ears'-speech by Uztaz.Apa nak buat.Dah aku ni baloq liat.Malas sgt turun training.Terima je la 'hentaman' dari uztaz yg sehebat hentaman keretapi Bukit Bendera.

Whatever it is,it has been my dream since semester 1 to take part in KARISMA.I just don't know what sport should I play.Well at least I have found one now.It is Taekwondo which I hated so much during school because I was lazy to go to training.But now,it has given me some satisfaction because I can kick something kalau ada masalah :P.I guess that's it for my 2nd entry for today.Wish me luck in getting a spot for KARISMA! :)Salam.

P/S : This is Scott Adkins(above) and Jean-Claude Van Damme(below).Apa macam?Ada berani mau cari pasal dgn ini dua taiko?Van Damme tua2 pun badan solid oo.

Bertahun

Salam.This is my first entry since what?Nefertiti died?Who cares anyway.I started blogging back because I feel I need to write something.Jadikan blog ni tempat lepas geram(lebih kurang la).But since this is my first time since end of my schooling days,aku takda apa sgt nak tulis.Writing skills are getting rusty(mcm mana la nak tulis essay nanti).So I guess this is it.Maybe I'll write longer when great ideas injected in my unused brain.Chow.